Wednesday, August 24, 2005
wat a day today is.. early in the morning wake up go school.. look at my sms.. no sms.. haiz.. nvm.. i go lakeside meet eric to go school.. then go for my PEEE practical.. then do do do half way then my friends say today no PEEE lecture.. i was like.. how come i duno? then we go foodcourt 3 wait till 10 lor.. then 10 we go class see.. the lecturer nv come.. we wait till 10.20 like tat.. still nv come then we go lor.. i wait for eric till 11.. then eat with him lor.. waste my time and money sia.. then i go home.. saw my relatives who came to singapore yesterday.. then they wanted to go orchard so i followed them.. then i guess i made the right choice.. in wisma, i saw this kappa section.. then saw one windbreaker.. 40 bucks.. i love it so i told my mother i want it and she bought it for me.. i wear it since then.. then i go back SP for my soccer training.. so sian.. they kept shooting.. then my hands are getting hurt more and more jus like my heart.. i think after the tournament, i must rest or maybe even forced to give up goalkeeping.. my hands are really aging.. sometimes they are even shaking.. hold a cup of water also so difficult.. haiz.. then go back home lor.. i miss her the whole day man.. it has been so long since i saw her.. ok la.. one week plus la.. haiz.. i will do anything jus to have a look at her man.. theres one thing i dont understand though.. i ask her out for a movie, she say got exam coming.. but she gt time to go and play soccer.. movie is like 1 and a half hours only.. haiz.. i duno la.. i m going to have a boring birthday i guess.. i even broke my promise and i dare to have feelings for her sia.. i duno wat will happen to me.. i hope nth bad will happen.. i duno if i should hang up my gloves.. if i do, i hope theres someone to take over my place in all stars.. i really cant take it already.. both physically and mentally.. haiz.. how i wish i know how to say i love you to her.. i always has no chance.. the malay guys always had their chance.. wheres mine.. haiz.. its really kind of sad when someone u love so much talks about some other guys.. haiz.. bye..
around the world in 80 days
[8/24/2005 10:23:00 PM]